Starting a blog

so.. this is my first blog ever.

i dont know why i created my own blog, for the past few weeks i had this unexplainable urge to do so.

ok now that i think of it.. i might know why im starting this blog...

last month i found out about this guy in my univ who had passed away sometime back. just to give u guys an idea( if there is anyone here reading my blogs other than me) i finished undergrad 2.5 years ago, so this guy who passed away, i didn't know him too well, just used to see him often on campus. when i found out about his death, i also found out that he used to blog unanimously, and after his death his sister and some friends released his blogs.

after reading his blogs i realized he was a very nice guy and it felt like i knew him better, like... it was someone who could have been a good acquaintance or a friend to me had i gotten a chance to get to know him. I don't know why but i felt a feeling of loss at that moment. I was sad, for him, for his family, and somewhat for myself.

thats the first time ever, i felt the need to start my own blog.

ok ok i know my explanation doesn't make much sense, but whatever man, i wanted to make a blog so i did

 :)

btw, im really bored right now, (AAAHHH thats why i made my blog right now!!!)

its almost 1 am and I don't want to sleep. I love staying up till late at night, the good part is (or bad) that i don't have a job these days, i do have school, but its only evening classes.

i happen to have a final exam in 3 days from today, if i want i could be studying right now... but like i said... 'if i want' 

damn life... sometimes u just dont know what to do with it.

anyway.. will catch u guys sometime later

stay safe

bye